dead inside

i haven't been doing anything on the internet, and i had this crazy idea of erasing my existence on the world wide web. i want to delete everything from facebook to twitter, tumblr and even this blog which holds most of my useless memories, but then again i still want to be friends with people that i made over the internet, which puts me in a dilemma. i'm still thinking about this. like who the fuck cares anyway. i don't talk much and people hate me. i think. >.<

Why are they even friends with me? -_-
i'm stupid and not cool. probably ugly *goes everywhere making my face pictures private and deleting some of them*

stop asking me to cheer the fuck up.

2011 has been bad but i won't complain cos nobody would care. 2012 is a bad start and I WON'T CHEER THE FUCK UP. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND CONTINUE WITH YOUR FUCKING PERFECT FAKE LIFE. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.

i can't face this. i'm such a loser. and why do i even care?

how do you do it? i need to know. It's still hard for me.

Oh god why is it so hard for me to move on. I've been trying! WHY IS THIS SO HARD FOR ME? So much so I even wanted my life to end. God must be hating on me. Even I hate myself.

Exactly how I feel. And I don't have any reason to live anymore.