Nowdays it's just been me and work. and sometimes when i look at
the secondary school kids queuing up for bubble tea next door with
their friends makes me really miss my old school days.i stared at them
chatting and laughing away.Looking back at my life in secondary school
i know i'm always a loner i don't have much friends.just a bunch of them.
and they are really cool.It's like i'm the loner/morbid-talking-to-myself kid.
I still remember one part in my track training and Nicholas send me a
testimonial about doing witchcraft-ing mdm sahrul to make her boobs one side
bigger den the other.i was laughing my ass off.And when we meet up he said "i
don't really know u,cause u are always like talking to yourself and doing your witchcraft thingy"i was like O.o.Do i even talk?HAHAHAH.And i don't do witchcraft.
heh
Back in secondary 4 miss lim, my english teacher
is always like "aisyah you are like always the loner of
the class" yes and did i tell you i hated that class so much
i became the Dark Aisyah?Oh noo cause i don't even talk in class.
I'm always on the dark side and i always day-dreaming how i could cast
an evil spell on the class.I HATED GROUP PROJECTS SO MUCH.every time when
there's group project i will sulk in my seat.my face becoming darker more
morbid den ever.and there was this classmate who say "how come your face very
evil ah?"Evil?you should see another person who's much more evil den me Veelan
aka Emily XD.And also
siShipei.XD
What i love most during my sec3/4 period is ART CLASS.I love arts
cause i have alot of laughing kakis there.People Like Fiza,Idah,Tira
and the rest on our table.We would make up silly jokes like
"where's your heart?" den we would ans "on my shoulders"*move shoulders
up and down*LOLL
During the day my favorite subjects will be recess,Art and going home period
since i don't really have much friends and the bond with my "shadings girls"
has loosen up ALOT.I can't really talk to them now.It's as if the connection
was cut.I was the darker kid and they were like the 'minahs' except for
syamira of course i see her as if she doesn't know which side to follow
the dark side or the minahs.So i left her alone working with her choice.
At that point of time i already started to listen to all types of underground
music.From classic rock to death/black/trash yadda yadda metal.I don't really
show that i was into that kind of music.Only Fiza knows =).Soon mir got a bf
who intro her to indie rock and she soon started to explore the world of classic
rock.And I start chatting with her again about music.
After my 'N'Levels i was expecting to fail anyway.I decided to take up
hairstyling to be my future carrier,and that's what I am now.I'm still
being that dark kid and taken up hairstyling as a profession.It really wasn't
easy this kind of skills.Make me appreciate more for the hairstylist outside.
This post is so far the longest.There will be part 2 soon. =)