stop asking me to cheer the fuck up.

2011 has been bad but i won't complain cos nobody would care. 2012 is a bad start and I WON'T CHEER THE FUCK UP. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND CONTINUE WITH YOUR FUCKING PERFECT FAKE LIFE. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.

i can't face this. i'm such a loser. and why do i even care?

how do you do it? i need to know. It's still hard for me.

Oh god why is it so hard for me to move on. I've been trying! WHY IS THIS SO HARD FOR ME? So much so I even wanted my life to end. God must be hating on me. Even I hate myself.

Exactly how I feel. And I don't have any reason to live anymore.

feeling like trash.