Avenged Sevenfold

Last Saturday on the 28th of April 2012, Avenged Sevenfold came back, they fucking came back omg asdkfjhdkjfhdkjfhf! Emily flew down from KL to see the show with us, amazing the band was much more stronger than before, their performance were outstanding, Arin was amazing, I love him being in the band, I can't imagine anyone else playing the drum besides Arin and he's cute :3

The day started with fetching Em from the airport meeting Shi Pei and Han there, went to Bedok corner because of reasons, heh. Meet Intan at the carpark and drove to Orchard to meet Ras and chill. Reached WRS at around 5-6plus chill and smoke, we didn't join the queue until around 7ish when the line started moving, the line was quite fast maybe around 30mins to get in? I was so excited i'm very jumpy and what not. When we got in the place wasn't as big as i thought but i kinda like it cause it feels more personal with the band. :)

No opening band this time which is awesome, straight to the good stuff! Like every other concert opening song was Nightmare and so on. I really like it how the fans sing to So Far Away's guitar solo it's unbelievable, my words didn't do justice to my feelings for the concert it's just amazing, I would definitely want that night to be replayed over and over again.

DID I MENTION ARIN IS SO CUTE? I wish i could meet him in person to tell him that he's amazing, even he himself knew he can't replace Jimmy, such a humble guy. I want to meet him so bad. :(

Here's a picture of us before the concert :)

dead inside

i haven't been doing anything on the internet, and i had this crazy idea of erasing my existence on the world wide web. i want to delete everything from facebook to twitter, tumblr and even this blog which holds most of my useless memories, but then again i still want to be friends with people that i made over the internet, which puts me in a dilemma. i'm still thinking about this. like who the fuck cares anyway. i don't talk much and people hate me. i think. >.<

Why are they even friends with me? -_-
i'm stupid and not cool. probably ugly *goes everywhere making my face pictures private and deleting some of them*

stop asking me to cheer the fuck up.

2011 has been bad but i won't complain cos nobody would care. 2012 is a bad start and I WON'T CHEER THE FUCK UP. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND CONTINUE WITH YOUR FUCKING PERFECT FAKE LIFE. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.

i can't face this. i'm such a loser. and why do i even care?

how do you do it? i need to know. It's still hard for me.

Oh god why is it so hard for me to move on. I've been trying! WHY IS THIS SO HARD FOR ME? So much so I even wanted my life to end. God must be hating on me. Even I hate myself.

Exactly how I feel. And I don't have any reason to live anymore.

feeling like trash.

:D

It's been donkey years since i had this much fun. Today(or yesterday considering it's 2AM now) I met up with Ryan,Intan and Ummar for dinner at Ikea and having fun messing up the place. I missed doing stupid things in public esp with my twin since both of us are idiots(in a good way). teehee. I laughed the most since I don't know when.

I want to do this again! =DDD

Avenged Sevenfold - Victim

for anyone who cares.

Me and Kak Mulia(boss) while waiting to get inside for the Hair Show

change

Finally it's time that i change, my hair color that is. teehee. I'm kinda bored and tired of blonde, having to bleach it every few months. sighh.

And now it's RED! =D



there's actually some orange on the fringe and down to the left side. It's kinda Hayley Williams inspired in her video misery business. hahaha. xD

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A: *shows B a picture* is this her's?
B: yeah. *quickly look away*
A: Have you meet her?
B: Not yet *pretends to read manga*
A: oh..
B: ...... *sudden stab in the heart*


really, B? Why are you still like this? B should just die -__-

RED HAIR DYE!!

Arrive now!!!!!! I WANT IT NOOOOWWWWW!!!!! I'm kinda sick of blonde already.

Anywaysssss I've been on Pottermore!!! :DDDDDD finally received my welcome email and i got in SLYTHERIN! YAYYYYY!!! I'm still on Philosopher's Stone though. Potions is hard i lost 5 house points for that -____- I LOVEEE MY WAND I WISH IT WAS REALLL ASKDHSADJSAKDSAKDJASKLj

Length:
12 1/2 in

Wood:
Sycamore

Core:
Dragon

Flexibility:
Surprisingly Swishy

I WANT MY WAND NAOOOOOOOOO!!!

きようあたしはしごとにおくれている、ほんとうにめどくさいだよ。それで、あたしは タクシにのる。でもね、おかねがありません！！！あたしはしんだ！！このバカやろのおきゃくさまめんどくさい！でも、だいじょうぶです、おきゃくさまはおこっていない。

じゃなまたね。おやすみなさい。

Misguided Ghosts.

My Heart

あたしは　だいじょぶ　です。
しんぱい　しないで。
あたしは　この　つうか　するでしょ。
なかないで、　あたしも　おなじ。
ごめんなさい。


I'm gonna be alright.
Don't worry.
I will get through this.
Don't cry, i won't anymore.
Sorry.

i'm gonna make myself that thin. if possible. hahahah whatever it takes if it means vomiting. i'm sick of the fat me.
also i got myself a new blade.

Lol i cried today at work, and since I'm having flu it's a good cover up if anyone notice. I'm such a coward, i don't even know myself anymore. It's taking me over, i tried to stop it but i just...i just can't.

I've lost count on how many nights i cried myself to sleep. I'm so lost..
My inner-self is laughing at my cowardliness. I really can't take this anymore.
Sometimes i just want to kill myself. -__- but i manage to stay away from sharp
objects that can easily hurt me.